Weight watchers..again.

Yes, I have joined Weight Watchers for the 4th time. Since I quit smoking, I have put on some expected lbs. Quittting smoking is so worth the few extra pounds but I don't want to keep this weight on. My daily food intake isn't the hard part about losing this weight, it's exercising! I have a really nice gym right here in my complex. It has everything I need and 2 huge tv's. It would take me all of 2 minutes (if that) to walk there. Have I worked out 1 time this week? No. I don't know what it is. I need the motivation, I pray for the motivation. I am eating really healthy, drinking a lot of water but can't workout if my life depended on it! Tomorrow is my first WW meeting, maybe that will inspire me. I like being accountable to others, that just might do the trick. One of the resons I want to get to a healthier weight is my hubby and I want to get preggers this summer. I want my body to be nice and healthy to keep my baby safe. Having Lupus will make it a high-risk pregnancy as it is. I don't want to have anything else working against me. That is one of the hardest parts of having Lupus right now. I can't just go and get pregnant. I have to be off certain meds, I can't be going inti flare ups (which I haven't been!YAY) I just pray every night that God have His hand in this and what is meant to be will be. Please keep me in your prayers, it helps!!