
A daily look into my life as a wife, mom, sister to 7, daughter and friend as I am dealing with Systemic Lupus. I am only 33 years young and sometimes deal with what 70 yr. olds deal with. My life is scary, blessed and different from day to day. I know I am not the only "young" woman going through this....maybe through my pain and experience I can help someone...
Welcome to my world...
I hope and pray that you get something from my blog. I have been dealing with my Lupus for 9 years and have been through it all! I was diagnosed at 25 and have had to learn to be a mom, wife and friend while dealing with a chronic illness... hope I can help or you help me!!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
A true reality
Tonight I was watching a reality show...like a lot of my nights. I got to thinking as i am watching these "reality stars" go crazy, be sleep deprived yet doing what they have to, to win that I have no talent.. I am good at things, yeah but no real, honest to goodness talent.. Nothing that would come up and my friends would say "oh! I know the perfect person for that!" Unless it has to do with illness that is. Can you be good at being sick? That is not what I want to be known for! I am not sure how to find my "specialty". Now see, my daughter, August is 16 and amazingly talented with hair and make up. She is so good, I asked her to do my make up for my wedding! My husband, Bobby is a born performer. He was the leas singer for a BIG band in the late90's. He has toured, had a video on MTV and gets asked to sing all the time. He not only has a great voice he plays the piano, guitar, bass, he can pick up any musical instrument and just play. He has been in musicals since he was 8 or 9. Then there is me. Yes, I am a good house wife, I can cook pretty well but does that count? I am on a mission to find what I was meant to do!! Find my purpose. If it is to be a really good wife and mommy so be it! I just want to know I am not missing something!
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